21 feet under
4 am blue
all over coffee
Amnesty International
Amnesty International USA
bay folk sketchbook
beautiful shadows
brian andreas
cat power
cynthia connolly
cynthia connolly -- banned in dc
dissociated voices (sound samples on the bottom)
donald miller
dover beach
dresden dolls
drinking sky and sweet black
God's Debris
green night on a dusty red moon
he scanned it, staggered
how now brown sock?
i found this magazine in santa cruz . . .
jacaranda (greysight)
jonathan hartsaw
jones soda
koyaanisqatsi
letters from home. (Rnk.)
listen to the rain (turn your speakers on)
mindwalk
mogwai
paul madonna
pedro the lion
pleiades
richard stine
Rivers and Tides
SAP
staring out the window at the rain (my old blog)
the deep end. seven feet.
the deep end. seven feet. part 2.
the near and the far
thirteen
throatshot
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what happened to lani garver
white oleander
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United States, California, sometimes Steiermark, Austria, something bored teenagers say when they speak useless words into brick walls of cotton candy, English, German, Noreia,creative writing, fiction, reading, college student, strange, cat power, mogwai, arap strap, dresden dolls, white oleander, the earth, my butt, and other big, round things, welcome to the dollhouse, fuckers.
from my comments to shadowfall:
i used to sit under the stars, too, wide-eyed at the impossibility of the universe. i know what you mean about sepia and leaves, and dancing in the rain -- remember that day we ran around as it poured, we jumped in piles of leaves? remember in the target center? remember lying on your bed listening to nutshell? i miss all that. i feel the need for depth and beauty, but i don't feel . . . as you said, connected to anyone in it. i try to awaken it in her, to recapture what we once had so naturally. i don't know. it just sucks, dude, that's how i feel. i want to go far away to college and wear clunky black boots and smoke weed and meet beautiful skinny pale boys with the blackest hair. i don't want time to keep passing as i'm sitting still. i don't know. why does it seem like the beautiful phases just have to happen naturally, that you can't really create them or search them out, no matter how hard you try? but i do try, i have to try. i will rage and scream inside, i will mark myself with curved lines and breathe in something deeper than all of this.
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