21 feet under
4 am blue
all over coffee
Amnesty International
Amnesty International USA
bay folk sketchbook
beautiful shadows
brian andreas
cat power
cynthia connolly
cynthia connolly -- banned in dc
dissociated voices (sound samples on the bottom)
donald miller
dover beach
dresden dolls
drinking sky and sweet black
God's Debris
green night on a dusty red moon
he scanned it, staggered
how now brown sock?
i found this magazine in santa cruz . . .
jacaranda (greysight)
jonathan hartsaw
jones soda
koyaanisqatsi
letters from home. (Rnk.)
listen to the rain (turn your speakers on)
mindwalk
mogwai
paul madonna
pedro the lion
pleiades
richard stine
Rivers and Tides
SAP
staring out the window at the rain (my old blog)
the deep end. seven feet.
the deep end. seven feet. part 2.
the near and the far
thirteen
throatshot
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what happened to lani garver
white oleander
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United States, California, sometimes Steiermark, Austria, something bored teenagers say when they speak useless words into brick walls of cotton candy, English, German, Noreia,creative writing, fiction, reading, college student, strange, cat power, mogwai, arap strap, dresden dolls, white oleander, the earth, my butt, and other big, round things, welcome to the dollhouse, fuckers.
Boredom. It lies heavily inside you, a thick liquid slowing your movements, blurring your vision with tears. We are bored tonight. Nothing to do at the coffee shop. I'm remembering situations, meeting random strangers, a friend of a friend, people I'd never be able to imagine. People who make me think, If I were writing a story, I would never be able to come up with a character like that, but I would want to. I love going to houses that I've never been in, never would have expected to be in, may never be in again. Brought by circumstance to places that are so full of stories, of everything different from me and my life.
Where are all the interesting people I'm destined to meet? I guess I should learn to see the beauty in those around me. And I do, I do love and appreciate them so much. But when you're bored, you want to meet people who are . . . different. Not quite what you're used to. Not normal. I want a beautiful androgynous angel who understands the tragedy and magnificence of life.
"When we saw Paris in flames." Today I played guitar.
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