21 feet under
4 am blue
all over coffee
Amnesty International
Amnesty International USA
bay folk sketchbook
beautiful shadows
brian andreas
cat power
cynthia connolly
cynthia connolly -- banned in dc
dissociated voices (sound samples on the bottom)
donald miller
dover beach
dresden dolls
drinking sky and sweet black
God's Debris
green night on a dusty red moon
he scanned it, staggered
how now brown sock?
i found this magazine in santa cruz . . .
jacaranda (greysight)
jonathan hartsaw
jones soda
koyaanisqatsi
letters from home. (Rnk.)
listen to the rain (turn your speakers on)
mindwalk
mogwai
paul madonna
pedro the lion
pleiades
richard stine
Rivers and Tides
SAP
staring out the window at the rain (my old blog)
the deep end. seven feet.
the deep end. seven feet. part 2.
the near and the far
thirteen
throatshot
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what happened to lani garver
white oleander
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This is my blogchalk:
United States, California, sometimes Steiermark, Austria, something bored teenagers say when they speak useless words into brick walls of cotton candy, English, German, Noreia,creative writing, fiction, reading, college student, strange, cat power, mogwai, arap strap, dresden dolls, white oleander, the earth, my butt, and other big, round things, welcome to the dollhouse, fuckers.
I'm here. I still exist. (To the two of you who asked. :) ) I just have no idea how to express anything in words now. I guess I used to hide in descriptive vagueness, and I no longer want to do that but I don't know exactly how to start.
Omi's here. (My grandmother from Austria.) She walks around a lot. We'll go somewhere all the way across town and she'll get out of the car and walk back.
I'm reading a book by Brother Lawrence. The plants on my window are growing. Most of them I found lying around, looking dead or smashed, and stuck them in water, and they grew roots. I'm also weeding through the things in my room, getting rid of a lot, painting things newly.
Life, overall, is quiet and one-day-at-a-time, which I like. I wish I knew how to explain the change inside, the sigh of relief and rest.
"Peace, be still." I'm in his hands.
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