21 feet under
4 am blue
all over coffee
Amnesty International
Amnesty International USA
bay folk sketchbook
beautiful shadows
brian andreas
cat power
cynthia connolly
cynthia connolly -- banned in dc
dissociated voices (sound samples on the bottom)
donald miller
dover beach
dresden dolls
drinking sky and sweet black
God's Debris
green night on a dusty red moon
he scanned it, staggered
how now brown sock?
i found this magazine in santa cruz . . .
jacaranda (greysight)
jonathan hartsaw
jones soda
koyaanisqatsi
letters from home. (Rnk.)
listen to the rain (turn your speakers on)
mindwalk
mogwai
paul madonna
pedro the lion
pleiades
richard stine
Rivers and Tides
SAP
staring out the window at the rain (my old blog)
the deep end. seven feet.
the deep end. seven feet. part 2.
the near and the far
thirteen
throatshot
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what happened to lani garver
white oleander
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This is my blogchalk:
United States, California, sometimes Steiermark, Austria, something bored teenagers say when they speak useless words into brick walls of cotton candy, English, German, Noreia,creative writing, fiction, reading, college student, strange, cat power, mogwai, arap strap, dresden dolls, white oleander, the earth, my butt, and other big, round things, welcome to the dollhouse, fuckers.
It's raining. Water pouring over sidewalks and yellow leaves, dripping from the plants hanging from the deck. I wish I could sit out in it and write. I wish I could see it from the balcony of that green, three-story house in that small town in Austria. And the world is no longer oppressive and desperate. The rain isn't good because it's fitting to my melancholy mood -- it's good because it's pure, water to nourish and renew. Rain will fall down, replenishing all of our broken dreams . . .
And I'm ready for anything from you. Fly in the rain and burst. So many months of separation, but I couldn't stop hearing your whispers in trees dancing under grey skies, your songs in clear, warm nights and young girls playing guitar. You were the one thing I longed for, while I tried to convince myself that bubbling vanilla soda, sad British rock, holding her hand, lighting candles were enough. But I'm half-alive until you say my name. Heart of stone, crying out to be broken.
Heart of flesh. Heart of spirit.
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