21 feet under
4 am blue
all over coffee
Amnesty International
Amnesty International USA
bay folk sketchbook
beautiful shadows
brian andreas
cat power
cynthia connolly
cynthia connolly -- banned in dc
dissociated voices (sound samples on the bottom)
donald miller
dover beach
dresden dolls
drinking sky and sweet black
God's Debris
green night on a dusty red moon
he scanned it, staggered
how now brown sock?
i found this magazine in santa cruz . . .
jacaranda (greysight)
jonathan hartsaw
jones soda
koyaanisqatsi
letters from home. (Rnk.)
listen to the rain (turn your speakers on)
mindwalk
mogwai
paul madonna
pedro the lion
pleiades
richard stine
Rivers and Tides
SAP
staring out the window at the rain (my old blog)
the deep end. seven feet.
the deep end. seven feet. part 2.
the near and the far
thirteen
throatshot
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what happened to lani garver
white oleander
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This is my blogchalk:
United States, California, sometimes Steiermark, Austria, something bored teenagers say when they speak useless words into brick walls of cotton candy, English, German, Noreia,creative writing, fiction, reading, college student, strange, cat power, mogwai, arap strap, dresden dolls, white oleander, the earth, my butt, and other big, round things, welcome to the dollhouse, fuckers.
there is a spider somewhere around my computer. a big brown one. denise and i were trying to write poetry, and this brown blob with little running legs blurred across the keyboard while she was typing. did he want to get typed on? was he suicidal? i will never know.
and he's lost. somewhere. around the computer. i am sitting far from it, in a chair i checked thoroughly. perching, really. freaking out when the strands from my cut-off black Dickies brush against my legs.
"i wonder what your butt looks like." -- me, to ian, on the phone, tonight. and then i said, "that's something i've never said to you before.
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we cried. together. we tried to do the right thing. my heart fell endlessly, my heart broke and broke. so we clung to safety in each other, we go on, we go on.
white oleander is the most ingeniously beautiful novel i have ever read. if you wanna know.
i fall down laughing. i cry, i fall down laughing.
inspired by this site and the links on it, i thought i'd record a tape of myself talking -- about everything, anything, whatever -- and leave it in a random place. i don't know if i should put an email address on it, or just leave it anonymous. i somehow want to make a chance for connection.
today i read on an info-brochure in a coffee shop that the plants used to make white tea are harvested on only two days a year. maybe that's why a box of it costs like ten dollars. white tea. sounds so pure, somehow. my mother wanted it. maybe i'll buy it for her someday.
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